We have been in our new town and new home a mere 10 weeks. The older two girls have been at the public school, the baby at daycare, and I at my new job. Everyone seems to have adjusted well. Making friends, getting involved in activities, and enjoying the relentless sunshine! Only to have it all blow-up in our faces. The job we moved here for…is no longer. They laid of 60% of the company last week. Being as upset as I am, makes me want to write. Yet I am not sure what to write. Its scary. Feels hopeless. I want to be angry at someone, but I don’t want o blame my husband. Its not reallly his fault and he hates it too. I wish I could write the man who hired him a nasty mean letter. He knew my husband was moving his whole family here AND leaving a stable paying job behind, so just WHAT THE HELL WAS HE THINKING!?!?!? So again I am on the same rollercoaster ride, waiting for the opportunity to get off, hoping it comes before I completely LOSE IT!!!
